Mental Health

28 Random Thoughts

 

Mental health goes much further than just anxiety, depression, and other mental illnesses. Today…  I’ll going to follow suit with Emma over at Scruffy Little Nerd Herder. Today, I saw her post 28 Random Thoughts and I absolutely loved it. I loved the idea of sharing some of my thoughts, which yes, also include my anxious thoughts and much more.

  1. I really want to write an eBook.
  2. I have a couple Pen Names that I’ll write under… but also my own name.
  3. I really need to finish planning my wedding.
  4. Crap… and invitations… I need to design those.
  5. I recently fell in love with Omaha, NE.
  6. I can’t wait to buy a house with Zach.
  7. God… perfect house… log cabin or dark brown wood… pond in the back… away from town but near town…
  8. That would be amazing to draw/paint.
  9. I want to draw now.
  10. and paint… hm…
  11. I don’t have any paint anymore.
  12. I should use my art easel more.
  13. Oh! and my electric violin.
  14. I love my violin. Zach got it for me.
  15. But I’m scared to pick it up again.
  16. What if I suck?
  17. Well.. I know I won’t suck… but I won’t be where I want to be.
  18. I wish I had the courage to play for Zach and his parents.
  19. I had to redo my speeches in front of them about 100 times.
  20. I feel so bad for wasting people’s time.
  21. Why do I always waste people’s time?? I shouldn’t do that.
  22. I don’t want to bother people… I’ll stop messaging them.
  23. Why don’t they ever message me though?
  24. I guess they don’t like me… so that’s okay I guess.
  25. Why don’t I have any friends?
  26. Zach is amazing and so supportive…
  27. It seems like he’s the only one there sometimes.
  28. I really want pancakes. With strawberries…

 

Okay, so that was a little bit of my messed up thought process. Go check out Emma’s much more entertaining 28 Random Thoughts! She’s awesome!

 

Keep Calm,

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  • I love taking a look into other brains. I still can’t get over the fact you have an electric violin – it makes me really tempted to learn. And stop being silly, you definitely have at least one friend – me 😀 Friends are usually over-rated anyway (sorry, cynic in me is talking) I also really want pancakes now..

    • So do I! It’s so… intriguing. Everyone thinks differently, and even one person can think differently day to day.
      I absolutely love my electric violin. I also have a regular, acoustic violin. I’ve played (I don’t remember if I mentioned here) for ten years now. I just counted the other day. I can’t believe that.
      Friends can definitely be overrated. Yay for having you as a friend though.

      Even though this got marked at spam, I’m kind of glad because this comment definitely made my day. I’m just sitting here grinning like a goof while at my work desk.