I’ve been in this funk lately

funk

Today, I am just going to talk to you.

I’ve been in this funk lately. I don’t know why.

I have so much to do and overall I’m doing it… I love my job, but I feel stuck, I guess. I want to move forward or do something more towards psychology. I’m not considering leaving my job by any means, I just am in that funk. I love where I work and what I do. I just feel like I could be doing more to help if I finished school but then money or time or I don’t know what.

I was way ahead in college. I had my associate’s done in a year instead of two… but then I took a year off and that year is turning into a year and a half. Now I feel like I’m behind when in reality, I’m just no longer ahead.

I want to go to school but time and money say otherwise. I’m stressed and just everything.

I’m not really having many down days. One here or there. I’m on 40mg of Celexa and over all that’s going well. I’m so glad I’m not going through serotonin sickness anymore. I went from 150mg of Zoloft (high dosage) to 20mg of Celexa (low-med dosage) and it was just horrible. I almost immediately called my doctor and even though he was on vacation, he took care of me.

Sorry for all of the rambling. I’m just talking to you and saying what’s on my mind.

Our apartment is clean… so that’s good. Such a stress reliever to not have stuff everywhere… just basic clutter can make you so blah.

I’ve been reading lately, so that’s good too. I have a few surprise projects coming that are just super exciting.

You guys are all amazing. I’ve received so much great support on here. So much more than I could’ve ever imagined, like being nominated for the Liebster Award. Thank you so much for all of the support on my blog, Facebook, Twitter, etc. Just thank you.

I appreciate it so much.

 

Keep calm,

Epic.